Welcome to the online home of me, some guy given the name John Cleveland Payne. In the grand scheme of life, I am just another guy with another blog. But to myself, and hopefully to all of you who actually read this, I am something a little more special. From a young age, I fell in love of the idea of ‘the message’ and medium in which you try to transmit.
Basically, everyone has a message to give to the world. Some are basic, some complex, some have the power to up lift and some are just out there to bring as many people down as possible. But everyone has a message, and most people have problems identifying their message. And the ones who get that far can seem to figure out how to get the world to listen.
Well, I have a message, and this is where I will get a chance to share it. Hopefully, you’ll get plenty of things to keep you motivated or inspired, provide knowledge and comfort, and just have a little fun. Apologies for the state of flux and state of seemingly confusing messages that you’ll get here for a while, as I am doing a lot of personal soul searching, and scrubbing of old ideas to take the best of the past to build a new beginning.
In 2007, I changed the name of blog from “The Mis-Adventures Of The Jazzy Cool One” to “Life In Fast Forward.” I began to tear down old blogs and newsletters and try to find places for them here. My goal is to take the focus off of me the person, and show the world the life I live and share with every human on the planet. I aspire to life at a very high standard, and instead of dealing with people who rather slow us down, I want to find ways to help people pick up there own pace. As you get to see an insight to the further adventures I hope to lead, hopefully you’ll enjoy the ride, and want to come along.
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Need For More Forward In The Life In Fast Forward
Sunday, February 18, 2007
A painful realization just came to me as I am sitting at the Barnes & Noble Cafe trying to catch up on some work as I am in chaotic limbo with Internet access at home (more on the moving process later. The short answer on internet access is I have no phone nor furniture at the old apartment but no heat at the news house). In order to live a life in fast forward, as the title of my newly rechristened blog would suggest, there ought to be a lot more forward thinking in my actually life, and a lot less worrying about things past and sulking about lack of things present.
I also realize I'd love to say I truly live in the moment, with full security of the things past and mostly optimistic focus on things about to come. Both realizations are not very new or mind-shattering to me, just kinda odd that that the process of moving and being forced with bodily harm for not told to take the day off for President's Day triggered the thought. Maybe my problem isn't that all of a sudden I can't juggle multiple thoughts. Maybe my problem is my fear to relinquish lack of relinquishing thoughts on what I can't or shouldn't need to control in hopes of making the future a little smoother.
In order for more innovation and adaptation from me, I'm going to have to drop some real dead weight, not just stuff that takes up my time that i could be working on that dead weight. The greater good and my personal sanity really do depend on me getting a good grasp of what's important and stimulates growth in my life, my 5 to 9 9 to 5, and my private business affairs.
As always, its easier said than done, but I might want to figure out how to make it done before I work myself into a stroke.
